I should know better

I was feeling very good after writing my last post. It lasted, oh maybe two hours. then I got a phone call that essentially re-informed me that I cannot escape karma that I have created. I have to remember Karma is remedial, it is NOT punitive. Even though at times when my ass is in a sling it sure feels punitive. But the truth is I do have to accept that I am the one that has created my specific situation (all of it, the good the bad and the UGLY).

I say that I cannot escape the karma I have created because I believe that even though I did not know I was creating it I did create it in order to learn a specific lesson in my Spiritual evolution.

After the phone call my attitude took a serious nose dive. If I was in a plane I would have bent over and kissed my ass goodbye as there was no way to pull out before I smashed into the ground at well over 150mph. It would have been a fiery mess, to say the least. As it was I had to keep my self together on the outside and do some serious inner work. That is not a quick for me as it is for some. It took more than a week to straighten my attitude out. I still have some serious adjustment work to complete. But at least my direction has returned.

I said I should have known better because it seems that whenever the pleasure cycle takes over it is only a short time before the pain cycle kicks back in. They call this the PP cycle...